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[Oct. 20th, 2008|10:06 pm] |
Essay due tomorrow.
5 pages.
I have.
one paragraph.
whee! |
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[Oct. 17th, 2008|10:05 pm] |
My life is.........very interesting right now.
Kim's wedding is in a month. I need to find a dress for it. I kinda don't want to wear my orchestra dress. I want to actually own a dress that is not a requirement for school activities. lul. Maybe I can find one in the thrift store tomorrow.
I'm going Halloween Costume shopping tomorrow with my friends at thrift stores. Yay.
Then I'm going to my friend's house to play RE4. Cuz they're forcing me to. :<
I had an AP Chem test today. For the most part I felt like I did well. A C at least. If it's any worse then I'm gonna cry or something. I didn't really freak out about this test as much as I did for Chapter 3 though.
uhhhh uhhhh uhhhh....
I have an essay due Tuesday. I'm writing about the Gates of Hell.
and. reading Dante's Inferno. It's epic win.
Also, I can now decently do the Hare Hare Yukai. I danced to it for my friend and she said it was like, teh cutest thing she'd ever seen. lulul wut. I also only know like 75% of the lyrics so for the rest of it I kinda mumble.... haha
I'm taking the ACT on the 25th. Also I'm going to a Halloween Party that day. Omg my brain is gonna be so dead when I get there. At least I'm taking it at Goddard. Hope my score goes up. Right now it's a 24....... bleh. My friend has a fucking 34. I wanted to falcon punch him when he told me that.
ok bye. |
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[Oct. 4th, 2008|01:35 pm] |
So the past few days, I've been getting hives. which is not fun.
First I got in on Friday afterschool... I suspected it was this chicken mom made as she's never made it before, and seeing it was the only new thing I've done that day, that was probably what I was allergic to....
But then on Friday, after I got home from this orchestra thing at 9 pm, I got home and broke out in Hives again. During school I didn't have it at all.
and Now, this morning, I woke up with hives, and as the day has progressed, it has gotten worse.
I read that in most cases of Hives, there is no found cause as to why it occurs. Great..... It usually heals on it's own but it takes about a week or so..... For now I can take ibuprofen because it's like, an anti-histamine or something. And Hives is blood leaking out histamine or something. Yeah.
It's just really annoying. It better not break out while I'm at school or I won't be able to concentrate at all. Also, it looks rather disturbing...... |
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[Aug. 28th, 2008|11:32 pm] |
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Hi guuyyyyyssss
Several things have happened since I last posted.
I went to AFW, and school started, and and.....wait...that's about it :/
ANYWAYS, Anime Fest Wichita sucked this year. Like, really. :[ I was dissapointed in the vendors.
Remind me to take pictures of the stuff I bought. I'll make a list though
Chocobo Plushie, Unit 00 Eva action figure, Keroro Gunso keyboard stickers, Mini Keroro Gunso figures(maybe 2cm tall?), Giroro pillow, Shoop da Woop pin, Bleach keychain for Andy, Full Metal Panic wallet(since I lost my wallet...), Evangelion gachapon thingee for Sarah but I got a character I've never seen before... ugh
But I cosplayed as Rika from Higurashi and went with a whole group of friends who cosplayed from the same series. Pics here:
http://smg.photobucket.com/albums/v96/Yuki_chan/Higurashi%20Cosplay/
I look weird without my glasses. :< I got contacts but only AFTER the con, pshhhh. Once Alan orders some contacts though, I'm thinking of getting purple ones. I think that'd be pretty cool. :'D
Tina had a table at the artist alley. I talked with her a bit, she seems to be ok....ish.... She let me sit and rest at her table, which was nice.
I was hoping to find some Gundam stuff but I didn't really find any. Like a gundam keychain or something. But I didn't find any. I saw figurines but they were rather expensive for my budget. The Eva was much cheaper. I found all the Keroro Gunso stuff from a vendor that lives in Arkansas. She said that her store is actually down the street from Kim's Gamestop(I think that's what she said... she was near, at least). Her booth actually had lots of neat stuff. I'm curious as to how her store is. She had a nice variety of GOOD stuff.
Oh oh oh, and I saw Autumn's drawing for the mascot contest. It was cute. It was better than most of them, I think I'd put it in top 3. *nod*
But I had fun, yes yes.
School. I'm taking:
Mandarin Chinese, Sociology, Orchestra, AP Chemistry, Pre-Calc(again -_-), and Honors English.
I'm taking Honors English for college credit. It counts as English 101 and 102, hurr hurr.
And for AP Chem there's a test for it for college credit but it's uber hard. :[ but even if I fail I get the experience and thus when I go to college I won't be freaking out like a noob.
Finally the first 3 day weekend. Unforunately I have an essay AND a project due on Tuesday, the day after labor day. Both of those are for THE SAME CLASS. :< Damn you English! You don't know how much that sucks. My teacher announced both assignments on the same day. >_<;
I do not understand how people can work while taking classes like mine. I barely have time to do anything. School ends at 2:44. If I ride the bus I get home at 3:40ish(that's almost an hour on the freaking bus...). I eat while watching an episode of some J-Drama which usually lasts around an hour. It'd be around 5 PM by then. I usually take a nap at that time, and wake up at either 7 or 8. After I wake up I do homework until midnight. :[ I get around 6 hours of sleep(but my added nap time makes it around 7-8 hours).
How can people fit in a whole shift of work in there? Dear lord. I don't think I could handle it. And then some people do sports or something. Which means they don't get home till like 5-6. And they have games to go to. Whoa man, whoa.
I look around me and everybody else is much more productive than me. Like, this one girl had an internship at an animal hospital(she wants to be a vet) and it seemed really cool... And some people are job shadowing and doing all this crazy shiet. I'm like, whoa man do you really have to?
I'm pretty intimidated by the whole college process right now. I have to start doing scholarships and all that crazy stuff. I'm gonna take the ACT again in October, and I'm gonna try and commit myself to studying for it, at least 30 mins everyday or something. Maybe an hour? My composite score is 24 right now, but all my classmates pretty much have a higher score than me, so I kind of want to raise it...
but uh, chyeah, I just wanted to talk about some of my worries. :/ the pressure of school feels like a lot to me. I really want to do good, dammit. >_< |
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[Jul. 31st, 2008|02:55 pm] |
I don't go home till this weekend, sry Yuki, Bean, and my classmates.
I want to read my book so I can finish it, and I wanna draw my requests cuz they look fun, but
I really just wanna sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep~~~
*dies*
My time in Arkansas has been fun. I know there's nothing to be excited over but Kim seems to really enjoy me being here and I really don't mind. I'm just doing what I would be doing at home. But school's getting rather close now and so is the lame AFW con, and I need to get some things done with friends. There's the finishing touches for the cosplays, the photoshoot, helping bean with her cosplays, Chapter 3 of Chemistry hw... xD but I'm sure I have plenty of time. As long as I don't spend too much time sitting around picking my nose(I seem to have a habit of doing that).
But I did get to learn more about Tim and catch up with Kim and her life. We've been out of touch and I only knew that she worked a lot. I hope things go well for them and the wedding plans go well. It seems they're kind of caught up in all these plans. Relax and take it easy~
Senior year... will I survive? Most likely but maybe with 10hp left at the end of it. All my potions will be used up and I'll be out of mp. But somehow I'll manage. Last year was just terrible so maybe this year will be better in comparison.
I'm so sleeeepy for nooo reasooon....
OH, I -so- can't wait for Animal Crossing: City Folk! aldsjakfsdf it'll be so fun~ |
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[Jul. 18th, 2008|11:03 am] |
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I had a dream that I was in Vietnam and I was about to fly back home. My mom was going to stay at Vietnam longer so I was about to go. But then suddenly my mom fell and something happened to her brain so she forgot who I was completely. She acted very cold to me. I was trying to get her to remember but she didn't. So the plane was waiting for me and I was really sad cuz she wasn't remembering and then the plane took off without me. I ran to the airport crying and had to take a different plane. :[ I woke up really sad. |
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[Jul. 11th, 2008|04:36 pm] |
I finished my Rika cosplay! yaaay~
So now that means we have 3 complete cosplays. Shion, Keiichi and Rika. I is happy.
Now I gotta get Bean to finish watching Higurashi....and make her cosplay Rena.
And get our Tomitake started. lawl.
But yaaay, I actually have a GROUP this time. I've always just been paired with Bean. Not that it was bad, but a group is just. Nicer.
Now to start on Yuki's dress.... I'm gonna be extra careful. This'll be the second time I make a lolita dress but... I'm still so inexperienced xD;
And after that I wanna make me some leg warmers. I'll probably make Bean some too. And probably make a skirt for my sister.
So much I wanna do... But then I have summer homework. Bleh. I want it to finish itself somehow.
But at least I'm way prepared for the con this time! No last minute sewing on the morning of the con. heh.
also, what's up with all these people with salmon in their username IMing me? They say "hey!" and I go "who are you" and they say I IMed them first.... so it's like.. what.. no I didn't.... who are you. answer my fawking question. |
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[Jun. 30th, 2008|03:29 am] |
I read my old LJ.
I was just a silly middle school kid~
but some of it is amusing(especially my crack posts during my times in Vietnam).
But I noticed that there are a lot of people that I have lost touch with.
Elly, two different Jasons(not you Forbes :P), Omusubi, Seph, ArtistMonkey, Prettz, Derek, even Daniela. Tina, too. EDIT: just remembered, Shazzi, Chari.... Tessy..... seriously where did you guys all go? xD
....I wonder how everybody's doing now.
I really wonder about Elly. I used to talk to her like, everyday. Then she just like, disappeared. I wonder if she's ok?
I...heard a few things about some of those mentioned, but back then they were very kind to me... I miss them :<
just feeling nostalgic, I guess.
At least I still have some people. :3 Mimi, Liz, Yuki.... thanks guys~ You've been with me for the longest time! |
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[Jun. 27th, 2008|03:27 pm] |
I had a dream that I somehow managed to fall on spikes and I landed on my shins. So only my shins got hurt. But my legs bled like hell. I managed to get out with just damage on my shins and feet. As the dream went on, they healed. But at first my legs were completely bloody. And then randomly I was in Vietnam. And we had to fly back. and Kim was there, wearing a pretty black and purple lolita outfit. wtf?
but anyways, the bloody legs part? Kind of disturbing. |
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[May. 15th, 2008|02:22 am] |
So in english on wednesday... we did that whole "write something nice about that person" circle thing.....
I most wrote "hay I don't know you well but you seem cool." and "kick ass someday"
I got my paper and I read it....
basically all that was on the paper, out of the 30 some people in my class, was....
"you're a the best artist in the school!"
like, seriously. that's all people really said.
Is that all you have to say about me? D: At least I'm known for my art but....
I guess it's my fault for not saying much in class.
also, 6 days left. |
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[May. 11th, 2008|02:23 am] |
don't play with fire if you have long nails.
they can be burned.
I just realized that....
I was doing the whole quickly-touch-the-fire-on-the-coolest-spot thing but my nail must've hit the blue part of the flame
I heard a singe kind of noise and smelled burned stuff
and I was like wtf did I cook my finger
so I sniffed my finger and realized that the end of my nail was black
olololol.......
I filed off the burnt part but you can still smell it. of course.
I have a tea candle lit. just cuz I have one. and the cute little flame is comforting somehow. I'm amazed at how long it can burn on this tiny little candle.... it makes me feel happy inside :D
it's so CUTE!
also, Last Alliance has some awesome music. They're a good band. I love all their songs, they hit my favorite style very well. |
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[May. 9th, 2008|03:17 am] |
Tomorrow is the last day for seniors.
It's going to be a lonely year next year....
75% of my good close friends are seniors.
My Junior friends are good, but they are definitely separate from me. They're all... too smart. and into forensics and debate. and studying.
Which I guess is a good thing, cuz then I'd want to study. But we don't really talk anymore.
I'm also not friends with any of the underclassmen. Well, acquaintances but not any close friends....
My only hope is the foreign exchange students. lol. |
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[May. 7th, 2008|02:13 am] |
As the end of the school year draws nearer, times get hectic with testing. Usually I've been pretty good around testing times. I try not to think about it and just go with the flow. And it has always worked. I end up with satisfactory grades and I move on.
But o.m.f.g. This year I'm am like, freaking out.
I'm taking the national A.P. U.S. History exam.... We're going over it in class but it seems so... very intimidating. My teacher is just saying "oh guys it's ok just relax and take the test..... Oh by the way they're really harsh on the essay and you have to write really good and the questions are pretty hard but you'll be ooookaaayyyy"......
D: WHAT?!
Today we wrote a practice essay and oh mai gawd, I fell asleep instantaneously. My biggest concern for this test isn't that I'll do bad, cuz that'll happen anyways, it's just that I might fall asleep and barely finish any of the test.
Also, my Pre-Calc final is this Friday, on the same day as the AP exam.... Now the AP exam is in the morning and is 3 hours long, but I have to go right back to school RIGHT BEFORE MY PRE-CALC CLASS. Whyyyy???? :< So right after the exam I have to take my Pre-Calc final. And to be honest, I really, really don't know what I'm doing in that class. We have the review packet and I honestly can't answer any of them. I have a bad feeling about this class :<
But finally, Art stuff is OVER. I finished everything(cept for one... but I'm gonna cover that one up) and took pictures and all this other crap and from here on out it's a easy slope downhill. So much weight is lifted off my shoulders........
I wonder what will be on my English final. I'm not great at English. I hope it's nothing too hard. My teacher has been sick and hasn't told us anything about it..... *ponders*
Augh! School! My Junior year is officially the worst year! |
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[Apr. 29th, 2008|06:08 am] |
I.. I can see the sunrise.... *blank stare*
on my last post, I said that I was gonna stay up all night and draw.
That I did. And I only finished 2 pictures. I needed 4 done. :/ and I needed to finish all my other drawings too.
siighghghgh I'm gonna get chewed out by huffman.... she's the worst art teacher ever.
and GOOD GOD it's cold! Jesus christ!!! D:
oi, it'll be an interesting day....
I've had a day with 1 hour of sleep before...
I haven't had it with none. xDD Let's see how this goes. (I only had 6 hours of sleep the day before...) |
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[Apr. 28th, 2008|10:02 pm] |
I have decided to pull an all nighter tonight and work on my dumbass artwork that's due tomorrow! YAAAAAAAAAAAY
I really, reaaaaaaally wish Huffman wasn't my teacher. She is very... unsupportive. and she's not making it any easier. I think my motivation to work is at the lowest it can ever be.
also, deviantart is so full of trash now. I looked through today's faves and it was full of shit. I was hoping to be motivated but all it did was make me more frustrated at how ridiculous it was.
But then I check some of my favorite artists and they just have super awesome drawings and they totally pwn me and THEY'RE MY AGE OR YOUNGER.
why. why must they be so awesome. :< I wish I could draw something awesome like them............. |
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[Apr. 26th, 2008|02:13 am] |
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http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v51/Sheilayo/bloodynails.jpg
some one got bored.
I was looking through my mom's drawers in her bathroom and saw that she has like, 4 different kinds of reds.
I found a nice "ruby" red.
and I thought hay, black and red is kinda cool. My black on my nails was chipping off pretty badly. It'd be cool to see red through the black.
So I decided to fill in the spots where the black was off with red. and it turned out pretty nice. But there was weird awkward red by the cuticles where it got chipped/new nail cells grew in.
So I remember what Kaoru from Dir en grey used to do to his nails... he had black.. and then kind of "bled" it onto his fingers..
it wasn't as intense as mine, and mine's red, but hay, it looks awesome.
It also looks terrible and gross, and I probably shouldn't do this, but I don't care what people think and it amuses me. I like other people's reactions. Shock factor, I guess.
I can't wait to go to competition later today and see all my acquaintances from school see it and be like "WHAT THE HELL DID YOU DO TO YOUR HANDS, STICK IT IN A BLENDER?!?"
:D
Don't ever leave me bored with nail polish ever again. |
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